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Sunday, June 28, 2009

Reckless

Feel'in kind of reckless
Sort of dead in the head
Come and fill the empty imprint in my bed.
Chase me round in circles
Don't give up too fast
I always wondered if we could last.

Listen close
Listen hard

Pretend we're what we were
All over
Pretty words
Soft embrace.
Pretend you don't want me to leave.
Cause I'm feel'in kind of reckless.
And I might.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Classy Lady, Cheap Date

This is what I look like before I end up in the hospital with a body temp of 94.7 and a BAC of .127. Yes, that's after I puked and seizured. I am still finding mystery bruises from my Saturday night fiasco. I managed to pull this all off in 2 hours. Drinking when you are sun burnt, dehydrated, angry, and on a crazy starve yourself diet is not a good idea. I was quite classy. Boo. Happy to be alive.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Spin me Round

Spinning round
it all looked pretty.
Bright lights of love
never dimming.
Slowing down
the lights will flicker.
That's when I realize
you aren't getting better.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Serenity, Courage, and Wisdom


For a friend.... I hope he can have all three...

Hold me Close

Spiraling Desires
Tight arms of Inspiration
Dance me to the day
Hold me close
Brush my lips with hope
Whisper soft and speak of love
Breathe passions lightly on my neck
Hold me close
'till the morning comes
It's a long fall back to earth

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Raindrops Keep Fallin' on my Head

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

So I just did me some talkin' to the sun
And I said I didn't like the way he got things done
Sleepin' on the job
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

But there's one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

B.J. Thomas

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Long days and short nights

Just like I start every other post....It's been pretty hectic around here. I'm trying to figure out how I am not in a coma. I'm working 2 jobs, going to school, raising a toddler, and my hubby works night shifts while I work the days. I AM TIRED! I'm so tired, I actually spent my last $20 bucks buying my daughter the WRONG size diapers. I'm also falling asleep at the daycare I work at. I'm trying to figure out if it's at all possible to sleep with the cruise control on while driving. Yes. That tired. The house looks like a mess. I look like a mess. Only half of my yard is mowed. I am a hot mess. The next week is going to be hell. I start a math class and I just LOVE math. The only reason I ever passed my stupid math classes in high school is because the teachers didn't want to fail me and face the wrath of my mother. My husband works the next 8 days in a row. 6pm-6am. Which qualifies me as a single parent for the next week. Yay. I'm out of money until next Friday and I will soon be out of gas. And my car will be empty too. My employer wants me to paint like 6 murals on the walls at my minimum wage job, and I have to gain the courage to insist more for more art. Anyways, I guess I am looking for sympathy....if you have any to spare, please send it my way. It hasn't been all bad. This photo of my little E made me smile: